Worked out today and I feel so good about it! I have been slacking so hardcore. But I’m back in the game. I managed to not go up but I’ve been at this this plateau for about two months now which is what is really discouraging. But I’m going to start working on this and hopefully I can get past this and finally start losing weight again. Here’s to hoping and tons of hard work to come!

1 month ago on 12 April 2012 ~ 4:12pm

Will simply never be good enough.

3 months ago on 20 February 2012 ~ 1:32am 1 note
Fuck.

Fuck.

3 months ago on 17 February 2012 ~ 3:21am 10 notes

I love that everyone comes onto tumblr for support. I try to hold up my blog but NO ONE talks to me NO ONE helps me NO ONE on here cares. I joined tumblr because I know people in life “friends” that say how much tumblr helps them. It makes me hurt myself more. It’s just more people that don’t care and never will

3 months ago on 17 February 2012 ~ 3:18am 2 notes

I’ve lost at least 6 dress sizes about 100 lbs and still hate myself. I hate my body. Well pretty much I hate everything. Every guy hits on my roommate and I feel worthless and I mean I pretty much am. No one cares outside of family And the 2 real friends I have.

3 months ago on 17 February 2012 ~ 1:34am 1 note
Jeans before and current. Definitely still going to lose more. 

I look at this and I can see its a definite change…but I look in the mirror and felt as if I’ve lost nothing.

Jeans before and current. Definitely still going to lose more.

I look at this and I can see its a definite change…but I look in the mirror and felt as if I’ve lost nothing.

3 months ago on 13 February 2012 ~ 11:39pm 4 notes

Questions anyone???

I’m trying to distract myself.

5 months ago on 11 December 2011 ~ 4:38pm 1 note
5 months ago on 11 December 2011 ~ 3:49am 6 notes

I hate when I feel all alone.

even on tumblr. 

5 months ago on 10 December 2011 ~ 10:05pm 2 notes
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